i don't know....

okies. i have friends. a lot. i mean A LOT! but, what makes me confused is, i believe that someone is trying to 'have' what i have now. u know?? it is more like 'kalau dia boleh ada, asal aku tak boleh pulak kan?' yeaaa!! it's happening! for god sake, i dun even knw what the hell is ABC trying to do. i used to be a close friend to XYZ before. veryyyyy closeee one laaa i tell youuuu.... but because of we had some crisis, we nearly 'torn' apart.... i mean dah tak rapat sgt lahhh.... everything we do, we did it together... n even wherever we go, we went together... close like adik beradik!! yes i admit it because there were 'ppl' told us that we're look like adik beradik. i'm happy with that, but at that time lahhh... but now, we are just like baru knl.... 1st thing i noticed the ABC is trying to get close with XYZ... i don't mind with that but ABC really irritates me!! some how i feel like 'kau knape? kau jealous ke aku baik dgn dia?' sampai mcm tu skali ok i rasa!! omg!! ok the real situation is what ever ABC does, mst dia nk buat dgn XYZ... omg!! come on la ppl! do i look like i care!! i do care at 1st!! but, thinking that.. ah naaa... mls mention... nnt terasa pulak kannn.... omg!!!! benci gila!! u dun have to do that ok!! u igt ape?? baik sgt?? ohhh puhhhleaasssseeee laaaa. sgt hipokrit ok! benci siallllll!!! until now, ABC keeps irritates me... but i still love n hoping that we can get back together like before XYZ... i hate to say that i really miss the old u, XYZ!! sumpahhhhh!! but it seems like u don't even care how much i miss the old youuu.... ='( but ur always my BFF!