i hate

i hate people when:

they love making up stories

being such a good backstabber

pretending that he/she is good in everything

always says that 'aku kan comel/hot/cantik...biasala' or in simpler word budget!

admitting something that not belong to them

kacau2 aku even dia taw aku tak suka! mmg mintak kaki sungguh!!!!!!

judging people eventhough they don't even know u

paling i benci is... YOU!!!

faculties of the mind

hello! you guys should listen to this song, faculties of the mind by butterfingers. its awesome yaww!

it's gonna be a fifty-fifty treatment

you'd be in and never outdoor

you'd be king long lost forgotten

it's gonna take a while i once remembered

there were lies i used to tell her

hidden secrets make it rotten

on and on the days go on

and on and on for what i made wrong

fall this time the times are useless

have you been through wonderful minds ?

shout out loud the ants are coming

there's a thought that ever was

once again and not forever

all the things you do you would do know

all the things you said you would say now

all the dreams come true in the mainland

have you been through wonderful minds ?

....

since i don't have any idea how to answer those tax ques, better i write something better rite? haha. currently i'm listening to gone by n'sync. yes GONE! whose gone?? eveybody is gone! heee. frankly, i miss him. yes i do. i knw he is happy with his pebbles. u knw who am i referring to rite? no need to mention. but if i do, i'm scared myb his acquaitances, i said MAYBE read this post. so better i keep it silence. ok stop writing abt him. no use.

actually, i am still confuse abt myself. particularly, what am i doing rite now? am i taking the right track or myb i'm in still my dream that i knw it will never come true? shall i proceed or shall i quit? i just don't know. sometimes it feels like i am not being myself. i am pretending. it is not that i am being a liar or a backstabber, but like i said, i'm confused. i am the new hanis. slowly transform from being a not-so-conservative-girl to a ..... what? what the hell the dots suppose to mean? *sigh*

i am an ordinary girl trying to be extraordinary even i knw it will never happen. so.... nahhh. i dnt knw what am i thinking.

holy shit!

can anybody provide me some solutions pls!! i don't have any idea what to answer the tax tutorial questions! during lecture, the topic covered for that day sounds easy to understand. but once u do the questions, everything will mess up. seems like u didn't learn anything. eventhough, my lecturer's grammar is pretty mixed up, ok i would say it broken english ( no wondering, i'd givens u, tens days ) yea hell i know it sounds damn stupid as like she never learn about eng but has a master and being a not-so-good-grammar lecturer, i don't know how to answer those i-didn't-find-that-those-ques-are-that-hard, but it is just confusing and tricky.

what a hectic schedule!

as for today, issb class ended abt 0920. thank god its early. hahaha. ustaz anuar, i luv u laa! <3.

ok. i want to tell that, if u read this post, jgn ajak i dating on monday because i am too tired for that! can u imagine, CF class starts at 8-10 am continue with Accounts class at 11am-1 pm then continue with microeconomics at 2-4pm and the last class of the day, malaysian taxation tutorial class at 5-7pm. plus with the tutorials that will be checked by mdm fatimah hanim and mdm suzaida. super exhausting ok! on tuesday pon sama jugak. 3 classes a day. heshhhh. nasib tak kahwin n ada anak yg berderet2. kalau tak, mesti kene amik anak dari skolah incase dah mmg no bus skolah provided. lepas tu hntr anak pergi sekolah agama plak. then pergi kerja blk. ptg blk amik anak pastu kene masak tuk husband. pastu kene buat housechores lagi! aduhhhh! luckily i am still young and single!

seriously, this semester, i must work extra hard sbb the subjects are tougher. kalau main2 lagi, mati laaa.

mcm-mcm yg terjadi.....

1st week

tanggal 5 july ( kalau tak silap ), maka berangkatlah semua student uniten menuju ke alam yang benar iaitu pulang ke kampus. kerana semester baru akan bermula. aku tahu. semua berat hati nak balik kan? aku pun sama. sbb pe? sebab sedih nak tgl kan family, sedih nak tgl kan bf yg mana tah2 kalau kita jauh dari kita dia pon curang ke kan, hoho.. pastu sedih nak tgl kan internet yg laju mcm evo... sedih nak tgl kan segala2 nya. tapi apakan daya. perjuangan harus diteruskan. dgn azam yg baru tuk score 4 rata ( 4 flat lahh ), so, berangkatlah semua org. kali ni, family aku yg hntr aku blk. sbb barang aku byk. kalau nak sumbat sume dlm kete shila, mmg harapannn laaa. kalau brg dia pon sikit takpe, ni aku dgn mini bar aku tuh nak letak kat mana pulak? ikat ats bumbung? hahaha....

perjalanan ke muadzam diteruskan. tapi time kat bukit putus tu jam la pulakkkk! tekanang! almost 45 minutes gak laa kat ats tuh. nasib kete auto, kalau manual mampos nak tukar gear and tekan clutch sume. tp, yg buat darah menyirap. bkn nye ada accident ape pon. takde ape yg berlaku sebenarnya. takkan la sume driver suke bwk kete lembap? ke dorg apply 'biar lambataslkan selamat?' aku da rasa tak selamat dah duk dlm kete tu. aku rasa kalau turun jalan kaki dah bleh potong kete yg plg lembap skali kat dpn tuh. hesshhhh. menyirap sial!

sampai kat kuala pilah kot, area yg org jual buah naga tu, my mum teringin nak beli buah naga la pulak. so kitorg pon stop la kejap kat kedai makcik ni. yg jaga kedai tu cucu dia. mula2 aku taknak turun sbb igt nak beli je. tp last2 bpk aku suruh turun sbb nak mkn buah durian. tp buah durian dia tak berapa sdp sbb isi dia nipis je. time tgh mkn tu, aku nmpk kete fara lalu. ada org bubye aku tp aku tak sure sape. 1 kete bdk uniten aku nmpk. pastu lalu lg kete myvi merah wqh 9400 gak. tu pon kete bdk uniten jugak. tak lama lepas tu, lalu nmpk pulak naza ria. aku rasa mcm kenal kete tu. kete yun. haha. semangat membuak2 nak blk muadzam sbb dah lama tak jumpa member2 syaiton nirrajim. hahahah...

lepas puas mkn buah, aku tak mkn sgt sbb takde selera. sbb pe? sbb mcm tak sbr nak blk muadzam! hahahahha.... perjalanan diteruskan. alhamdulillah takde pape yg berlaku. sampai je muadzam terus gi wisma byr duit rumah. lepas check in kat harmoni jumpe member jap. pastu nak gi mkn. aku lupa crk bukak ke tutup hari ahd hari tu. so aku bwk jela family aku lalu kat crk. tutup la pulak. pe la org muadzam ni. suka sgt tutup kedai. tak reti buat duit langsung. takkan tak taw students dah blk. bukak jela kedai tuh. heh. mara pulakkk. hahhaha.. pastu mak aku kata gi jela segamat. aku pon redho jela even aku dah lapa gila. otw to segamat aircond plak buat hal. org melayu buat kerja mmg sambil lewa. org melayu tak reti buat kerja. bila kutuk, taw pon marah. tp cara kerja, tak produktif langsung. mcm konsep, asal siap sudeyyy. fundek laaa!!

dah sampai segamat, cari la pulak kedai mkn. kitorg mkn dekat area dataran segamat tuh. depan jakel. aku tak fikir ape dah. asl dpt mkn cukup. lapa gila kot. tp si kedai jakel pulak bukak lagu kuat2 mcm harammmm. kalau lagu sedap takpe dowh. ni lagu 'aduh,aduh, aduh sakitnya.. jiwa ini.. meronta dlm kepalsuan...' bak dtg arrrr! pastu bukak kuat2 laktu. skali lagi.. ORG MELAYU mmg begitu. kalau ditegur, marah..... so, aku pon apply la konsep, REDHO JE... =)

dah puas mkn, pe lagi? balik laaa! hahhaha.. otw ke muadzam plak, ramai la plak cina jual durian. so, stop la lg mkn durian. tp kali ni punye duriam mmg superb! terbaekkk wokkkkk! hahahhaha... berbiji2 la jugak aku mkn. panas bdn tu blkg kira. hahhaha... kan durian segamat sdp. so bila lagi kannnn?? kami sekeluarga pon mkn la durian dgn jayanya dan meneruskan perjalanan ke muadzam...

ok stop jap. aku malas nak type lagi. nnt sambung.

1st time.....

hello people! i'm writing a blog. ok. that would be my new interest kot. hahaha. actualy sometimes i feel like i want to write but just i don't have the urge to do so. plus, everytime i want to perah otak what i'm gonna write, mst ckp, 'pe aku nak tulis ha??'. if not, mst byk je idea nak tulis. heshh. so?? ssupp ppl? am hanis. ok, my friends in uniten called me chemark. truth to be told, i HATE to be called chemark! sounds kimak! hoho. but, no one knew me with hanis. not no one, most of my friends called me chemark. hehh. lantak korg lahhh.

(by this time, thinking of what to type next.huhu)