the real me

Thursday, July 30, 2009

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since i don't have any idea how to answer those tax ques, better i write something better rite? haha. currently i'm listening to gone by n'sync. yes GONE! whose gone?? eveybody is gone! heee. frankly, i miss him. yes i do. i knw he is happy with his pebbles. u knw who am i referring to rite? no need to mention. but if i do, i'm scared myb his acquaitances, i said MAYBE read this post. so better i keep it silence. ok stop writing abt him. no use.

actually, i am still confuse abt myself. particularly, what am i doing rite now? am i taking the right track or myb i'm in still my dream that i knw it will never come true? shall i proceed or shall i quit? i just don't know. sometimes it feels like i am not being myself. i am pretending. it is not that i am being a liar or a backstabber, but like i said, i'm confused. i am the new hanis. slowly transform from being a not-so-conservative-girl to a ..... what? what the hell the dots suppose to mean? *sigh*

i am an ordinary girl trying to be extraordinary even i knw it will never happen. so.... nahhh. i dnt knw what am i thinking.




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