after movie!

this actually happened before we went for the movie. we were having our lunch at the food court. bella kata dia nmpk et n abg jun da sampai. dia g jumpa dorg sbb nak bg ticket. pastu bdk2 ni suruh bella ckp kat abg jun dia dtg la sini nak jumpa.... adesss... bila abg jun da dekat meja kitorg, sekor2 muka tak boleyyy belahhh!! excited nak mampos!! lg si sapinah, shila n irma! sampai nak stop mkn sbb excited punye psl tgk abg jun!! actually kak et n abg jun mmg sweet! x nmpk mcm org da kawin pon. mcm a korean chic and a chinese guy tgh dating nak tgk movie. mmg la dorg dating tp dorang ni x nmpk mcm married couple!! yeaaa!! that's the word that i was trying to say dr td!! huuu... after lunch plak dorg gatai mntk abg jun belanja ice cream.... sapinah kata 'ice cream sinngit pon xpe'.... hahahahha.... abg jun pon dgn sporting nye blanje la kitorg 6 org ni ice creammm... malu pon ye gakkk... haishhh... hampa ni laaa... pastu nak amik gmbr pulakkk!! dgn abg jun je plak tuhhh!!! kak et sampai kata ' nak amik bwk blk rumah pon xpe' how sporting was she!! hahahahah... jgn risau kak et... kitorg will not n never steal abg J ( bak kata shila ) from u!! =)

mula2 kak et yg nk tlg snap kan pict, tp bella take over.. ok lg kak et msk jugak dlm gmbr, tp dia bkn suk sblah abg J! again, he was in the middle of shila n sapinah!! adoyaiii. kak et plak duduk elok je hujung skali sblah fara bella... kak et, sbr eh... dorg ni mmg.... kalau dtg time gatal tu, sume xleh control dahhh.. laki org pon bolehhh!! tp u guys sporting sgtttt!! thanks a heap!! =))

haaa!! ni pon before nak tgk movie jugak. me and fara bella nak naik ats la kan sbb kitorg br mkn dekat delifrance. tgh2 jln tu tiba2 ada la sorg guy ni he was carrying stroller... dr blkg pon kite taw dia mmg hot... aku pon boleh bantai ckp kat fara ' dia nk mst hot papa kan?' mmg hottttt ponn!! nak taw x sape?? dr fazley yaakob ok!! haambekkkk!! hemmmsemmmm tol!! ada la sekumpulan bdk pompuan yg x abes skolah lg kot, duk sengih2 je bila nmpk fazley ni. rasenye dorg keja kot fazley. nak amik gmbr lah tuuu... hahahhaha.... teruja jap jumpa hot papa yg veryyyy the hooottttttttt!!! hahahah...

lepas tgk movie yg buat bontot aku lebam sbb duk dlm tu almost 2hrs n 40 minute, tu x campur iklan mula2... iklan tm tu nak tayang 10 kali je kannn... smpai ngntuk2 aku... huhu.... we decided nak lepak2 mapleyyy... igt nak lepak pelita bangsar je mula2 sbb me n irma rushing nnt nak naik train... tp sapinah ajak g murni... murni is in sec 2!! selama2 aku duk pj n lepak2 area sec 2 tu, xtaw la pulak ada murni tu... dgn sesat sampai msk area kl nye x kira lg kannn!!! hahaha... kate je duk kl, jln kat kl pon tada taw!! manyak masalah wo. actually kitorg dr kl central nak g federal je, tp cm, area pudu sume kitorg hentam! dgn jam nye!! hambekkkk!!! hahahha.... smlm bila sampai area situ baru la mcm 'la, sini ke murni nye...' haa.. situ lah kannn.. hahahha... mula2 pusing2 cari murni... 3 4 kali pusing gak arr... dgn confident level yg tinggi, kitorg igt murni tutup... rupanya salah tmpt.... area blkg kfc rupanye... tu pon sapinah g tanye org... hahaha... mula2 pusing, penoh je... 2 kali pusing pon penoh... org penuh, parking penoh... da la mcm rintik2 je time tu.... pastu last2 kitorg give up, aku bella n iena ckp kat dorg ( sapinah, irma n shila ) yg kitorg nak lepak pelita je.. yg dorg ni pulak... 'alaaa.. lepak la sini. ada parking laaa' time dorg ckp tu kitorg da siap sedia da kat pelita tuh... so, terpisah la kejap... 3 org g pelita lg 3 g murni... takpe2. next time 13 org g murni eh?? hahahha...

pastu kat pelita tu plak anneyyyy tu bangang nak mampos! kitorg order 2 maggi goreng 1 mee goreng mamak. yg si keling ni dgr 2 mee 1 maggi. tu ok lg. masa mula2 dia hntr mee tu, kan ada 2. dia letak kat tmpt aku. aku ckp la maggi yg 2, mee 1. dia pon mcm ok la. pastu dia tnye aku. nak yg ni ( yg dia da letak dpn aku ) or yg dia tgh pegang. yg dia da letak tu kurg pedas. yg dia still pegang tu pedas. aku tunjuk la yg aku nk yg kurg pedas tu sbb aku mls nak mkn keling nye pedas. nnt skt prot. dah la aku digest cpt. nnt nak g berak laaa tgh dlm train. kang susah nak cari jamban. pastu nak dijadikan cite, aku tunjuk la yg aku nak yg dpn aku nye mee. ada saksi ok! si bella n iena. boleh pulak anneyy tu 'mari2'. dia hambekkkk yg dia da letak dpn aku n bg aku yg pds!! aku pon , hurmmm.. lantak lah kau keling... kate keling kannn?? mcm tu arrr... bdk 2 ekor tu da bantai gelak2 dahhh... ye ar, mane taknye... aku da siap tunjuk 'sy nak yg ni ( yg dia da letak dpn aku )' anneyyy tu bantai amek ganti dgn yg pds tu... sumpah redho gila time tu!! bodoh nye anneeyyy!! tu aku ckp kat iena, mmg spesies dia ponn!!! hahahahha... iena jgn mara ye.... hahahah... tp sumpah lwk!!

pastu masa nk blk, aku n irma turun kat lrt kelana jaya. dah la train lmbt! train smpai dlm 1040. nk keja ktm lg! adesss. aku dah dup dap dup dap dahh. ade ke x ktm nnt. kalau xde, nak call sape. irma kate, 'kalau kite surrender, kte call abg shah'... aku ckp la 'kalau abg shah xde mcm mane?'. irma kate, 'kalau abg shah xde, kite call pakcik' aku bantai lg, 'kalau pakcik g lendir camno?' time tu irma ckp ape tahhh. takot gilakkkk!! ye ar. 1st time kot nk naik last2 nye train. nasib irma ada n bpk dia suruh tdo rumah aku. kalau aku sorg camno? dgn nnt da smpai bangi nak drive sorg nye lg. da la area keling, kang ada keling mabuk tahan aku, tak ke naye?? wuwuwu... tp kitorg smpai rmh dgn slmtnye... dlm pkl 1215 kot smpai rumah...

2012!

kiamat on 2012! omg! takotnyeee... hurmmm... cite tu boleh diterima pakai tp bkn semua ok!! tp takut jugak tgk bumi terbelah... hbs semua... tsunami and whatsoever... u guys better watch out for the movies for yourself and then u can make judgement logic ke x cite tu... but i don't like dorg punye ending... takkan la the end of the world pon still ada live jugak?? i knw there is, tp still in earth?? tak logic tu kan?? dah la time bumi hancur boleh cari jalan nak escape.. naik plane pegi negara lain... and guess what!! the cool part was the russian president, yuri kot name dia ckp ' sumtin like, 'car, start'... voice sensor ok nak start BENTLEY!! beyond coolness wasn't it?? gila lah. cuba kalau kete yg kita naik skrg ni ckp je ' kete, setat laaa... alalalala' hahahah.. kan cool tuh?? hahahha.. bongok pon ada gakk... pastu boleh pulak ada ark china made. high tech tuuuu!! tu pon satu hal gak. dahla ark tu bkn sebijik je.. ada la beberapa biji lg kannnn.... bsr dia tak payah cite arrr. a very gigantic one!!! fuuhhhhh!! indescribable!!! china always won for their tech... but ape2 pon, aku tak suke ending dia. gila tipu.. plus Allah je yg boleh tentukan bila hari kehancuran dunia ni.. manusia just boleh predict... atleast ada la skit pictures mcm mane kiamat nnt tp jgn percaya sgt ok.. myb kuasa Allah lg hebat... who knows rite??

gagak hitam's day out! 12/11/2009

oh yea!! the time is 216 am. yes! its very early in the morning! since i can't keep my eyes shut, so i wanted to tell that we're gonna watch the 2012! yea 2012 ppl!! org putih kata kiamat 20/12/2012!! how do they know?? i know they did some research or maybe still do some research but everything is in GOD's hand rite? we just boleh ikhtiar je.. and the rest of that we leave in GOD... can't wait to watch that with my gagak hitam-mates!! =)) see ya'll tomorrow ok!!

xoxo

i don't know....

okies. i have friends. a lot. i mean A LOT! but, what makes me confused is, i believe that someone is trying to 'have' what i have now. u know?? it is more like 'kalau dia boleh ada, asal aku tak boleh pulak kan?' yeaaa!! it's happening! for god sake, i dun even knw what the hell is ABC trying to do. i used to be a close friend to XYZ before. veryyyyy closeee one laaa i tell youuuu.... but because of we had some crisis, we nearly 'torn' apart.... i mean dah tak rapat sgt lahhh.... everything we do, we did it together... n even wherever we go, we went together... close like adik beradik!! yes i admit it because there were 'ppl' told us that we're look like adik beradik. i'm happy with that, but at that time lahhh... but now, we are just like baru knl.... 1st thing i noticed the ABC is trying to get close with XYZ... i don't mind with that but ABC really irritates me!! some how i feel like 'kau knape? kau jealous ke aku baik dgn dia?' sampai mcm tu skali ok i rasa!! omg!! ok the real situation is what ever ABC does, mst dia nk buat dgn XYZ... omg!! come on la ppl! do i look like i care!! i do care at 1st!! but, thinking that.. ah naaa... mls mention... nnt terasa pulak kannn.... omg!!!! benci gila!! u dun have to do that ok!! u igt ape?? baik sgt?? ohhh puhhhleaasssseeee laaaa. sgt hipokrit ok! benci siallllll!!! until now, ABC keeps irritates me... but i still love n hoping that we can get back together like before XYZ... i hate to say that i really miss the old u, XYZ!! sumpahhhhh!! but it seems like u don't even care how much i miss the old youuu.... ='( but ur always my BFF!

A

Feels like its already been ages since A gone from ‘our’ meeting place. Haha. Its funny rite? I know its not ‘our’ meeting place but there was the place where I 1^st and last met A. can anyone understand me how does it feel when u know the person that you like, love or have crush on will never be yours? Please tell me how does it feel?? It is hurt to accept the fact rite? When he was there, I am terribly happy. Hahaha. Yea I admit it. I’m happy when he was around. Eventhough you could only see him from far, but yet that made me feel great. But, now and forever he is gone. Doesn’t mean he is dead or get shot but he is ‘gone’. Disappear. Vanished from my eyes. If A came across my mind, I will open up the laptop. Yes! A is in my lappie or through facebook. Once he uploaded new pictures, I will go through those pictures and see how he is now. He looked great since he is gone. Pretty much happier than before I guess because he is surrounded by his F now. 24 7.maybe. I didn’t have the intention to take something that is not mine but is it a crime to have some sort of feelings towards A? me myself can’t describe what the hell am I feeling.is it love? No. I don’t think so. People always say that, if you fell in love, your heart beats faster than ever, you feel awkward when you see the person you like or you love or the person you have crushed on. I don’t feel that. I just want to see him. That is pretty enough for me.

Sometimes, when you are no longer able to control your emotions, you will burst into tears. Everyone feels that way. When you are down, what would you do? Just throw a fake smile? Pretending ‘I’m ok la friends. Don’t worry. Myb it is because of the period’. That is cliché. By now, I understand the word cliché. Hahaha. Aahhh. What am I writing this shit? No one will know how I feel. Even ur super duper BFFFF say ‘ I know how u feel. I’ve gone through this before. Just be patience. Everything will be fine. There are bugs out there.’ What bugs? For me, it is only a bug. That is A! wth!! It is all your fault! Why must I saw u in everywhere I go? Why must I saw ur yea-his-butt’s-heavy everywhere when u was there?? WHY?? Provide me the answers please. Could anyone? When my itunes shuffles and when it’s turn to always be my baby, it reminds me of u. u were singing happily rite? I remember that. Hahaha. So cute of u when u were on the pitch. If I had times or if there were any games that u played, i wanted to see u. even I don’t have the urge, but I tried and finally I got there where u were playing. Omg. I miss damn much that moments!

A!! I miss you so much. Hoping you will achieve what you strive for and lived happily ever after with F. =’(

holiday

starts of the holiday was not so good as my lil bro was admitted at kpj shah alam where it was known as SMC due to asthmatic and high fever. and he was in the VIP room ok! aku pon tak pernah. i was admitted too when i was in standard 4 kot.. ha yelaa... tu pon ward biasa je.. melampau sungguh.. mcm duduk hotel ye kau dik... everything is served.... pheewwww.... now, everyone yg nak visit or wat check up ke mesti kene tanya oleh nurse2 kat depan pintu tu 'ada demam, batuk atau selsema?' kalau takde, they will letak a small green sticker as a sign yg u takde sakit apa2. if ada, myb they provide u the mask or u can't enter the hosp. 1 day, aku nk gi la hosp. as usual. akan diinvestigate oleh nurse2 tuh. aku jwb jela. study ke kerja? study la kan obviously? kat mana? mst la uniten. kene tutup tak? kene. ada studs yg kne kuarantin? mst la ada. kalau tak takkan uniten saja nak tutup.betol x? pastu boleh plak dia bantai adik tak boleh msk. aku pon ckp laaa. arini je dah 10 kali saya keluar masuk sini. takkan takleh msk lg?? dia kata mmg tak boleh sbb baru dpt arahan. oooo. ada staff yg positive baru kau nak tanye la aku study je kerja lg. u aku tutup ke x?? kalau tak, kau tampal jela sticker hijau korg tu kannn?? benci betol.... tp finally i got in too! through ER! hahaha... mcm hape je.... takot gak at 1st kan? takkot tak lepas ke... kene tarik oleh guard ke... who knows? mcm kite duk tgk dlm tv laaa... hahaha... itulah alkisah nye duduk di hosp.... tp sakit pinggang la sbb tido ats kerusi... nasib for 1 nite stay only.. kalau tak bengkok tulang blkg... huhu...

escape from muadzam

where shall i start?? hurmm.. let me think... ok. past 2 weeks, uniten were announced to shut it's operation as most of the students were diagnosed with positive influenza A h1n1. it was in 4th aug. can u imagine, notice naik 330 and u have to leave the area abt 4 or u kene quarantine skali untill 11th aug?? gila ke apa?? so, after we all gathered and some briefing from kak fatin, everbody was rushed to pack their stuffs and i believe they just picked up what they seen rather what they needed to pack. same goes to me. sampai lupa bwk blk charger laptop ok!! shoot gila! mcm mana nak hidup charger laptop takde?? batery pon almost meninggal... heshhh.. luckily mama's charger same as mine... thinking of buying the new one but it cost too expensive for me... rm150!! to be used for how many days only.... ye laaa... cuti bukan lama mana pon nak beli mhl2... i'd rather spend my money on others like shirtsss or pantsss or not just a pair of shoes ( yg mmg tak sempat nak beli even a pair ) huhu.... i think i'm out of topic already... huhu... ok, after get lost from harmoni gate, pegi isi minyak kat petronas bdr n withdraw some cash kat cimb. then kitorg jumpa kat petronas highway. guess what?? there were so many uniten studs kat sana. mcm pengumuman tergempar raya. like it was esok raya hari ni baru dpt taw. sume studs 'gather' kat petronas. isi minyak, beli air,makanan, tunggu member nak convoy, pam tayar... yg 'best gila' dpt jumpa artis!! AIMAN!! hahaha... siot je... lepas borak2 sat, salam2 ajang yg nak balik BP, we all pon start our journey.... yg kononnya convoy time tu were WSB, WDB, AFY and AGV where shila's, iena's, lin's and sherry's... konon je gerak sama2... last sume mcm hantu bwk kete... huhu.. korg mmg... nak mati cepat kah?? aku taknak... huuuu... with no stop, unless kat mcd senawang. when we reached mcd, tak ramai sgt org.... lepas sume da amik seat nk mkn, maka berbiji2 kete uniten studs pon sampai. it was like mcd tu uniten yg punye. yelaaa.. almost full with uniten studs... and sgt best ok time tu sbb parents fara bella yg open table for us.... thanks uncle faudzi! bila boleh lg?? hahah... joking... after mkn spicy chicken mcdeluxe yg superb gila tuh, we all drive-thru pulak beli ice-cream.. yelaa... kat muadzam mana ada mcd so skali beli in bunch la kannn... hahahha... dah mkn tu kitorg jln laa sampai lepas tol senawang sbb nak kutip si ribhan syafini pulak... dia nak naik dgn shila sampai subang... mcm jejak kasih tepi jalan pon ye... sempat lg amik gmbr peluk cium sume... biasa la kitorg... mana taw malu... kan suka bikin kontoversial... hahaha.... naik je highway sume dah tak igt hidup mati... selagi meter tak habis, pedal minyak ditekan... alhamdulillah kami semua sampai dgn selamatnya....